ugh wow I am feeling so super depressed right now.

it’s so impossibly wonderful to be so in love with someone and to be able to experience such incredible joy because of them, but also it is so so so hard to be subject to such emotional highs and lows as a result of that person and what’s happening with them and whether or not you are missing them. sometimes I wish I could release myself from the attachment so that I wouldn’t have to endure the awful lows, but at the same time I wouldn’t give it up for anything.

highs and lows emotions